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What if I am too scared to ever kiss you?

What if one day you walk down the hallway and your hand is in someone else’s, what if they are the one to push back your brown hair and look into those wide eyes and nibble on the soft curve of your chin - what if one day we are sitting on the floor of your room and you are talking about him and I realize that I am out of time, I am out of opportunities, that because of my own fear, you will never ever love me -

what if in the late night when I have finally given up on you, when I am trying to teach myself to be happy you have someone who makes you smile - what if then you call me up, drunk, tongue too heavy for liquor to carry so you slur out that you used to love me so hard that you had chipped yourself on the edge of my teeth but were too convinced that I didn’t feel the same way so you pulled back, trying to salvage our friendship

what if I have to laugh and tell you to go to bed, what if I have to sit there as you hand the phone over to your more-sober beau as he chuckles and tells me that he’ll fight me if he has to, what if I have to pretend I am joking when I say “watch out, I’ll destroy you”

what if as the years wear on you never really get around to breaking up with him, what if I stop being your best friend

what if I have to watch you marry him on a day that smells like cherries and air that is springtime warm and skies that are so clear you wonder if god distilled the clouds that day - what if I am up at the alter, not as your significant other but as one of the party

what if I lose you no matter what action I take? I either wait to break myself later

or break us today.

fasterpussycatgifgif:

Bill Plympton’s How to Kiss (1989).

zeldac0re:

I hope I’m one of those kids that just magically becomes hot after they leave high school

blissless:

*constantly checks refrigerator hoping food magically appears*

boys-and-suicide:

I’ve seen this happen so much and it’s so sad. This girl might even be you.

boys-and-suicide:

I’ve seen this happen so much and it’s so sad. This girl might even be you.

tautoou:

Hope I see you soon

Deep Red - I’m in love with you.
Red
 - I love you.
Pink
 - I think you’re cute.
Blue
 - You’re amazing.
Rose - You’re pretty
Purple
 - You’re hot.
Plum - I would fuck you.
Violet - I would date you.
Aqua - I could stay on your blog for hours.
Lavender
 - You are my tumblr crush.
Orange - I want to get to know you.
Tangerine
 - We have a lot in common.
Amber
 - I wish you would notice me.
Cream - I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog

philadelephant:

bitch the fuck you mean “nevermind” i paused my music for you

alchemic-fallen-angel:

soaked-fallen-angel:

endverse-chucks-toilet-paper:

Are you ready
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why does this not have more notes holy crap you are definitely ready

unsuccessfulmetalbenders:

me: *goes to bed at 5am*

me: *is shocked, angry and doesnt understand why i keep waking up at noon*

wildhogs2007:

wildhogs2007:

i seriously just had the thought “i wonder if I could rush from the computer to the top of the fridge to squat in the 3 seconds photobooth gives me”

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